As we wrap up this year’s regular season tonight, how did your season go? What did you learn? What will you do differently in the future?
TBH, this was my most challenging season yet, for multiple reasons. I felt like I actually declined in a lot of areas, mechanically particularly, and did OK rules-wise, I feel I’m at least on par with guys/gals that have been calling the same amount of time as me.
Part of the challenges of being in a chapter that doesn’t use set crews, is having to adapt and adjust mechanically for 3, 4, 5-man crews, in both 6-man and 11-man. In my day job I deal a lot with metrics, and am attempting to keep better track of certain things, for trend analysis, interesting insights, etc. So for Varsity games this season, I’ve been LJ 43%, HL 36%, BJ 14%, and U 7%. 91% 6-man games. I’ve got stats on point differentials etc. as well. I also had my first century club football game, where one team scored over 100 points. Our chapter doesn’t keep track of fouls but I’m going to, for my games next year.
For me this year, I think part of the challenge is that as I mature as an official, I become a lot more self-aware and especially self-critical. Especially on the few games that we get on film. One game, I was awful, couldn’t do (or get) anything right. So embarrassed by it actually. I missed stupid easy gets and spots, positioned wrong mechanically, everything went south that game. To the point that afterwards, I texted the crew apologizing (hoping they wouldn’t block me
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The hardest part is not knowing/having a good baseline of where I am at, in relation to similarly experienced officials. We don’t get graded, we rarely if ever get game film, there’s just not a good way to know if I am learning/progressing at the same pace, or if I’m behind, my peer group. And that frustrates me, because I don’t want to burn out pushing too hard, but I want to make sure I am maturing and improving ‘on schedule’. (Always open to tips/ideas on that!) I’m my own harshest critic and felt like I had more misses than I expected to, more uncertainty than I wanted, more self-doubt, more everything negative, it seemed.
So how was it for you, positives and negatives?